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In Memory of Me

by Betray The Emissary

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Trapped! I crave a lie that was once beheld by my eyes Forgotten but recent reminders bury themselves within my pride Hatred for unseen faces brings anger to my tyranny You're the catalyst of the conflict that takes place within me That only time can take and still it takes place within me Face this bitter world that I did create Embrace this stolen love that time did take Your life runs arigh, with distractions to lose your focus No more favours, just please Take yourself out of me, yah! X3 Your destruction, but you only see precious intent Perceptions to be changed but eternity to forget Get over your subconscience addiction The cause of all my pain Please take this away Face! Embrace!
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Ceded into the misled hands of the architects Trusted with your design, the blueprints of this mortal coil forged A dream is dead, a life’s been tied A walk across a burning end All that seemed bestowed, taken from the eyes of man A united walk along lonely shores Gazed upon heavens glare, we were told to meet you there Trapped in the hells of heaven Forced to forget, what’s in your heart Ceded to the mouths, desirous, voracious at the sight Of your search for truth, they beckon you, they offer only substitutes Until an end, that only speaks of truth. The flesh, a shell for the most malevolent of souls Endlessly we wait, led by fear. Forgotten fathers of sincerity Wasted by the only curse A voice to lead this uneasy body We’re all chasing the vaguest of figures Forcing our deified dreams Dark days will dawn on a world abandoned. Left to guide the greatest of failures, While heaven watches weary, And hell waits eagerly.
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This body disguises a ruined soul Breeding malice beneath the surface I reach out to grasp your memory But memories don’t feel the same Hurting you is the only memory worth anything And I’d give anything, to feel that again Just to savour the taste Let’s have this out tonight I’m sick of walking with glass feet on icy barbs It’s obvious to me that happiness with you Will be found at the end of a knife Yet you play the part so well The misbegotten martyr, oh so pure I would have cut my petty heart out Just to see your bastard smile This eroticized butchery we called us, A romanticized massacre where you, Callously pulled me from the place I worshipped And left only the wreckage of me Cut and run, Save the men and children first, She’s coming this way. Flee I could have saved the world From so much hurt, if only I could have held my Grip on her, but wrenching herself from my heart, She left this guilty carcass behind Through suffering my own ignorance I’ve seen your true reflection.
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Tonight I will escape free from this odd humanity I go to serve the hunger of this beast I bear with me I move amongst the shadows formed by clouds which fill the sky I must seek out my god, the moon, and pray it hears my cry I seek ripe flesh, an innocent, my unsuspecting bride Death and I unite. I walk amongst the city people, overwrought with life. The stench of fear drifts through the air and thus I find my mark A couple, unescorted through a darkened path Captivated by their love…love I will divide. I follow the kill, completely unaware that I Am holding their lives in my hands The sands of blood seep through my fingers I am the hourglass, I am the instrument Through which the lives of mortal waste shall pass I’ll raze this world at last At last…retribution No, I must keep my mind focus on the task ahead At this rate I’ll never satisfy my appetite for virgin flesh And how would I pacify this beast that pulls at me? My senses returned to me, I find my prey within my reach I’ll tear the flesh from their bones and we will be appeased The perfect opportunity arises as one takes a knee It seems he wants to savour this night for eternity But I cannot help myself anymore I can almost taste their hearts as I begin to crawl And moving silently through the darkness which blankets the floor, A simple twist of the neck and his life is no more How fitting that this life’s passing is eased by the screams of its lover Alone with her, I beat at her head till her consciousness fails As she sleeps peacefully, I’m left to savagely gorge myself on her entrails.
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Jesus, My eyes feel like bruises on the abused I can’t keep watching you forever It’s overwhelming me from as far away as you are Yet in spite of this I still think That I know what’s inside your heart How long has this been now? Why can’t we go back to the start? Why insist on tearing off pieces? Yet ignore that you’re taking big parts of me and wasting them on your needs? Drive the dagger, I placed there myself, through my back and you stood there and watch me bleed. You just stood there to watch me bleed Three years…I counted each day Hoping the memory would fade I wanna leave the past to rest So my heart can beat again How long has this been now? Why can’t we go back to the start? I swear you knew all this was certain, But you only love for the martyrdom. Amenity… You’d ruin everybody’s hope If it quenched your thirst for a core…for purpose.
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What good is hope for when your life has failed you? I couldn’t save him from himself…this rope that hangs so empty Beckoned by this son, a heart that only knows an end He’s become the murderer for this lonely body Your faith in humanity dies Forever vanquished by these dying eyes Lighting the way to suicide The scars never heal from a life I threw away I will never find comfort in the sun The darkest day has set its sight on me I’ve become meek to the eyes of a plague This plague that overwhelms this body, forcing the day upon me The skies have no grace, wings fail without question Broken by design…your design Ashamed at this failure that haunts me False hope has never felt so comforting I will live with the regret of a thousand timeless fables of my ignorance to persist I begin to see, but have forgotten how to live…
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I was there when the sky breathed contempt Blood-stained clouds spat on black cloth And the air smelled like stifled ash Silhouettes, veneered by the struggling moonlight Danced at one another, angered by dying passion Tears washed lips that hissed bitter good-byes Leaving the salt to burn the cracks I tried to tell him to run, tried to save him from his end But my words, the echoed whispers amongst the cries, found no ears And her tides swept his sacrificial shores out And drowned them clean of pious charity I used to dwell in the depths of carnage And without his grace, i flourished in darkness So I called the rain here today... The last eulogy to the ghosts I've hidden away A person, the boy, that man I could have been. But I'll fight to believe there's a possibility To live eternally, as an idea, as an ideal, in a memory So live in obscurity, while I wait... I'm just waiting to be remembered. Remember...

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Recorded in April 2007. Produced,mixed and mastered in February 2008 by Betray The Emissary and Louis Henn at Burning Tone Studios. All other recorded material recorded at Fourwall Studios, All vocals recorded at Sleeper Farm Music & Sound Production Studio. Art Direction & Design: Jason Enslin.

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released March 28, 2008

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